Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
The world and its people and their foolish ego and judgement and status and everything else. Yucks. And then there’s the whole mockery, belittling other people because self knows more, the backstabbing and demeaning behavior. Disappointing. And when one makes a stupid comment, they’re straight away being judged and deemed as useless. Just because one knows more about an aspect of...
You got that got that?
So here’s to cut the story short; Am letting go of Imperial College (MSc Risk Management and Financial Engineering) for City University (MSc Actuarial Management). Thank you Agong Scholarship for setting me right on the path in my life. And thank you JPA for continuously believing in my ability. Alhamdullilah syukur. I’m blessed with family and friends who always have faith in me,...
"What do you wanna do after your Masters?"
Sometimes, I wonder where life might take me in the near future. I wonder, I wonder a lot about the future. But I wonder a lot about the past too. But what really is there to WONDER about the past, if it has already happened? So the only actual thing that you’re doing would be to regret. Either that or if you’re the positive kind, you’d be beaming with pride for all the...
Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart:
I have this strange feeling that I’m not myself anymore. It’s hard to put into words, but I guess it’s like I was fast asleep, and someone came, disassembled me, and hurriedly put me back together again. That sort of feeling.
rosettes: acosmist - One who believes that nothing exists paralian - A person who lives near the sea aureate - Pertaining to the fancy or flowery words used by poets dwale - To wander about deliriously sabaism - The worship of stars dysphoria - An unwell feeling aubade - A love song which is sung at dawn eumoirous - Happiness due to being honest and wholesome mimp - To speak in a prissy manner,...
There's hope there's hope.
There’s hope you know, in every doubt and ambiguity. There’s hope in every tiny glitch of light, and in every soundless dream. There’s hope you see, in every prayer you make and that very lifeless soul you own. There’s hope to hold onto, when everything else closes in on you. There’s hope I see in every mothers’ eyes and in every fathers’ hearts. The...